Depression and anxiety.

There is a few swear words in this.

 

This has probably been the hardest 3 weeks that I’ve had for a while. Everytime me and my partner talked we always ended up in a big disagreement then we wouldn’t talk for a few days. Then again we would talk the  argue.

I always thought it was her just making an arguement over nothing or maybe her hormones were all over the place due to her being pregnant (which I’m very happy about 😁).

Then I got a text saying she couldn’t handle it and we should be on a break. That’s when it hit me and I realised ‘fuck’ what am I doing. I’ve got the best woman in my life who gave me a mini version of her and now I’m pushing her away for no reason.

I couldn’t believe it I actually thought she was going to leave. So after a little cry to myself something clicked. I realised I was being a selfish nob to out it politely. Here’s me thinking I’ve got it hard and I wasn’t appreciating what I actually had in front of me.

I’ve got an amazing woman a daughter a house and many other things. I should count myself lucky. After that day realised that I need to open up more. As I just let things build up then it boils over and I start acting like a twat.

Now after talking and hugging I feel 100% better. It’s amazing how the little things sometimes help the most.

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